At a loss.

This week is so weird. I'm not even sure where to begin. Lots is going on-so much- and i've been overwhelmed, underwhelmed and everthing in between.

It's at times like these where I'm so thankful for my faith, friends and family. In those valleys of life, where I often question so much. I know that God never takes us far from where His grace can save us, and that His strength is made perfect in our weakness.

I'm not sure where this blog is going.

all praise and all honor be
to the god of ancient mysteries
whose every sign and wonder turn the pages of our history
but tonight my heart is heavy
and i cannot keep from whispering this prayer
"are you there?"

and i know you could leave writing on the wall
thats just for me
or send wisdom while i'm sleeping,
like in soloman's sweet dreams
but i don't need the strength of samson
or a chariot in the end
just want to know that you still know how many hairs
are on my head
oh great god, be small enough to hear me now